Introductions and Lead Ups

This is Sarah Nicole Smetana:


She's 22.

She's a Virgo.

She's smart, talented, funny, gorgeous, and the love of my life.

This is me, Justin Joseph Ostiz:


I 'm 24.

I'm a Virgo.

I am currently Sarah's boyfriend.

but hopefully not for much longer. I plan on proposing to her tomorrow. In all honesty, I am scared out of my mind that she'll say no, but that's a risk I'm willing to take. She means everything to me and I can't see living the rest of my life with out her. Not many people make me want to grow and develop as a human being, but she does. She inspires me everyday to be more. This is why I have to marry this girl.

Some Background:

I've known Sarah for about 4 1/2 years. We meet when she was a Freshman and I was a Junior at Chapman University. I knew she was the one the moment I saw her. She had other obligations at the time, but I pursued anyway. At first nothing came of it, but we remained loose friends for a long while. She came and went, in and out of my life, but we always had a special connection. Each time after we'd hang out we would hug, she would hold me tight and tell me i was the best thing. Her senior year of Chapman she left for London. Needless to say I was extremely sad to see her go and I wondered if it was the last time I would see her. Four months later i received a postcard from her. It said she belonged there and she didn't know when or if she'd come back. I became more worried, but I had to believe she would come home, after all we were meant to be together. Three months later I received a text. She was home and at a BBQ that a mutual friend was having. Upon arrival she gave me a familiar, loving embrace. I was so happy to see her...
We began seeing each other more and more after that. Finally, on Nov. 7 we shared our first kiss.
Our relationship has developed farely quickly since then and now i'm ready to take the next step.

Current Situation:

I'm preparing a special surprise engagement dinner for the two of us. We will engage in a food fight and then i will attempt to become engaged to her. My heart is beating incredibly fast just thinking of tomorrow. Excitement, fear, love, euphoria. All of it mixing inside of me...

wish me luck.